wat shld i do? wat can i do?

i hv 1 direct boss, 1 inderect boss...
my direct boss hv 1 boss, my indirect boss oso hv his own boss...
n both of my direct boss n indirect boss's bosses hv 1 same boss...
so in total i was like... WTF! i hv 5 bosses???

who's instruction shld i hear? who's direction shld i follow? who's advise shld i take? who's request shld i fulfill????

i realli dunno wat shld i do n wat can i do...

was feeling damn tired, tension, suffering...
the thought of giving up keep appear in my mind...
i dun feel wanna gv up, n gv up wasn't my style...
but wat can i do? i hv lost my direction, lost my focus, lost my target of life, lost of my dream...

GOD, if u r realli exist, plz show me the direction, teach me wat to do...

"PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Things Happen......

many things happen this week...

21st ~ 28th of April is my happiest period for since 2010...

a lots of happy things happen, i feel i was the most happiest guy in the world... (^_^)

but when reach 10.30pm of 28th, things has changed...

i feel sad due to something, something which is can't be avoid... (T_T)

but i tell my self, i must get thru it, i must be strong....

when 29th early in the morning i wake up, i found something terrible is happen...

i feel guilty, scare, worry, sad, nervous, i don't know wat to do... (>_<")

i juz feel wanna cry... (T_T)

i tell myself, i must get things right...

but 2 important things happen at the same time...

i must make my choice, to decide which is more important...

finally i make a call...

the voice over the phone was tired, but it's calm...

it told me wat shld i do, n wat i must do...

it do force me a little, but more is motivation...

i listen to the advice, or can say so it was an order... (^_^)

i hv finally solve both my matter in today...

i thx to the voice...

it advise me, force me, motivate me, be with me, put the hope on me, care bout me...

i can done my stuff juz bcoz of it...

it do make me believe, Hope is there...

we juz hv to make a few simple step to achieve our Hope...

after today, i will continue to Hope, with action taken of coz...

Hope i can achieve all my Hope...

"May My Hope Always Be With Me..." (^_^)

changes....

cant reali believe myself...

yesterday at time like this i m still damn emo-ing...

somehow, i dunno how, but some how...

after a small little things happen at nite...

things changed...

i m damn different frm yesterday...

i can smile...

i can laugh...

i can joke...

i can even sing...

hahaha... OMFG, wats wrong with me???

juz bcoz sumthing tat i Hope is happening?

does Hope reali exist???

is this mean i can still Hope???

lol..... ok then, lets Hope together..... XDDD

new to blog...

hi, i was newbie here...

juz start this blog today...

n my current mood wasn't good...

many things happen this 2 days...

try to work out sumthings to get things better...

i always believe " TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER..."

juz the matter "When" will the tomorrow come?

i dun like juz to Hope, coz hope wont gv me any result....

unless i work on it...

wish myself to be stronger, to achieve my Hope...